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Wednesday, March 30th, 2005
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| Time: | 8:43 pm. |
| Mood: |  cheerful. |
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Well i dont update this very often, but here goes!
I now live in Dallas and am trying to get a job @ Best Buy so i can get good discounts on lots of fun electronics oh yeah, n get paid well too!
I am in college, taking Russian at the moment, the grammar is crazy!lol
Its cool to see I am still on the friend list of so many people yay!lol
not made it to england since my first visit yet, but never fear i shall continue plotting til i cant plot no more... or i am in the family plot...?lol
so its starting to get warm outside again! i thought this winter would never end!
I need to get a new car, i think i want a mini cooper? cuz i can get a good ol union jack on top n b sooo cool!lol
update about people i know...
my best friend marc is gay, well not only gay but super gay n he works @ the bannana republic so good discount there!lol
my 2 eldest sisters are married my step sister still lives in cali, she dyes here hair dark brown i still dye mine blonde!( we naturally have the opposite hair colors)
oh yes and my youngest sister, half sister, (obviously not any half i share) is a stripper and is turning into the tattooed wonder! (guess i sound old don't i?)
not anyone else of interest in my life at the moment...
oh yes my ex got married which is weird cuz he knew the girl like 2 weeks but hey whatever works right?
i'm just glad it wasn't me!!!
not sure about the old marriage bag any way.... im a little too independent... or at least i like to think so!lol
so I hope to catch up with everyone, and keep this up a lil better!
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Wednesday, September 29th, 2004
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| Time: | 5:17 pm. |
| Mood: |  horny. |
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Damn! So Horny! I've not had any booty in soooo long! this is ridiculous!!! I'm feelin all manish! one thing on my mind!
Why is it so difficult to find someone worth sleeping with!!! it's like you dont wanna sleep with just anyone cause its a luck of the draw sort of thing, you can sleep with them but heaven knows if you're even gonna like it after putting all that effort in! i want mind numbing toe tingling sex! is that too much to ask?!
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Sunday, September 26th, 2004
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| Time: | 1:04 pm. |
| Mood: |  indifferent. | | Music: | Eminem - Lose It. |
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Nothing very exciting been going on here lately, I do have a friend coming over from England tho! Just got back from vacation, was so nice to relax! I feel old!lol Went to my sisters house in Dallas Spent time with her and my nephew!Getting in better shape all the time! Don't have time to be outta shape anymore! Gotta look good while im still young! And I wonder why no one reads this! I'm so shallow!lol
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Wednesday, August 25th, 2004
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Looks like I will be spending another Christmas @ the Shack! I wanted to go to the family condo in Florida, but the rest of my family has decided not to bother with it! I don't know what the point is in having it if no one is ever going to use it! I really want to go, but as there is only me, my dad doesnt think we should bother. I'm not tied down and i don't see myself being married or anything like that anytime soon!!! Well with working Christmas, I will make good money, so I can go to England again in the Spring! I miss my sister in Cali, I've not seen her in 5 years! I've got to get myself in control of my money. Wish I wasn't so terrible with it!lol
I have a huge loan out with my Dad need to get paying on that!
I know these posts aren't very exciting!!!
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Wednesday, August 18th, 2004
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| Subject: | Frustration |
| Time: | 12:05 pm. |
| Mood: |  frustrated. | | Music: | Let's Get Retarded - Black Eyed Peas. |
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ive not written on here in ages... have a hard time putting my thoughts to paper.
Working 6 days a week for the last year and a half, need to get a new job but i dont ever feel like i have the time to look for one! school coming up on the 1st, now im single no one is interested... you know how that goes! renting a room from a nice family need to go to the gym guess it works better if i pack gym clothes so i can go right after work daily... i am so happy when i work out just am soooo lazy!
been getting pedicures as my lil luxury...bought a pair of $40 shoes for $12 bucks the other day!!! Been to London now its all i can think of I wanna go again! suppose i will try for this spring... its feasible...
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Sunday, February 9th, 2003
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So I get paid thursday for teh last 2 weeks, and then since they are changing our payday i get paid again for one weeks worth of work next thurs. that will be the last check i get b4 i leave. I need to go shopping, this weekend, hopefully get into planned parenthood, buy some g strings for my trip, get my eyebrows waxed, buy more tanning stuff i am telling you i am getting brown!!!
ive got a huge list of to do's this week, hope this reminds me:
call:
planned parenthood - setup ass shot
circuit city payroll after feb.15th
mary kay lady - apologize for missing apointment
clean:
laundry
room
throw out trash
bathroom
vaccuum floor
i slacked off exercising the past couple of days so gotta get back into that.
called in and didnt go to work saturday everyone acted like i was never going to come back again and freaked out... what losers
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Friday, February 7th, 2003
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I over did it in the bed again, my poor ickle face and tummy is burnt again!!! oww! Oww I say!!!
So going with George to the Kimble a local art museum today, then relaxing on my one damn day off! I work part time, and my irritating boss keeps giving me not only full time hours,(last week was 38) but I work 6 days in a row, with today being my only day off, and oo next week same damn thing, friday is my only day off! not to mention i put in a request over a week ago forme to not have to go into work on saturday til after 2pm, dont think thats a huge request considering i am working my ass off for these idiots... i look at the schedule last nite and what does it say? fucking noon!!! so i just told the guys i work with, not comin in til after 2 so too bad!!! if you dont work with me i sure as hell dont wanna help you out!!!
i totaled it up what i did financially for myself in the last 2 weeks, before taxes $963, not too bad huh?!
so if i can keep making that kind of money, i'll work 6 days, at least til my trip. money for the trip and whatever is left over is money for a car!!! woo hoo!lol
Ugh need to go shower George will be here at noon and I still gotta pack my overnite bag...so see y'all later!!!
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Wednesday, February 5th, 2003
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I've been on a bit of a make yourself lovely for your trip, thing. I tan nearly every day and work out nearly every day.
Now here's the weird bit in regards to the weight. i can definately tell when i look at myself that the working out is really working. but when i weigh myself its either always the same amount or maybe one or 2 pounds difference. how can i see my body change but it obviously not be changing... hmm makes no sense. Tan is coming along lovely it's so nice to just lie in there and forget the world for a few minutes before work, such a nice way to start my day!
No current lovelife, to be honest I haven't really been very interested in anyone since Carlos. Strangely enough It has nothing to do with hangups over him, as I have gotten over that. I just don't really care if I'm single or not... I dated a boy named Daniel for 6 months, he attends Notre Dame, and I really only got to see him at the holidays and during the summer. I can't say I was very interested though, I never wanted him to touch me. It's like I don't really mind messing about with guys, it makes me feel very powerful and sexy. but when it comes to letting guys touch me, well I generally don't like it. Don't get me wrong I'm not saying im not sexual or anything it just turns me on more to get a guy all hot and bothered than to have one try to make me so.
I really badly want to go see a show in the UK called V Graham Norton but he is apparently passe over there at the moment and cant find any real willing volunteers not to mention trying for tickets is abit of a hassle...
My sister is basically making me get a car, so that is the condition on which i can go to the uk... my income tax money is going to go towards that, if i can ever get my crap from Circuit City back(w2) they apparently laid off half of the store today Enna told me, glad I don't work there now!
going to go stay with george for the weekend, i absolutely love staying with him, makes me feel alive safe and reminds me that im not white trash. not to mention his bed is heaven i never get better sleep than when i sleep with him, strange isnt it? he's like my best friend and we dont even do anything. I got Coupling my favourite dvd yesterday in the mail i am going to take it with me to watch at his place...
by the way, Sourpuss, I think im going to be in Brighton at some point, is that where u live?
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Thursday, January 30th, 2003
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Ages since I posted last but important news has come up I will finally go to the U.K.!!!! I bought my ticket tonite and everything!!! HOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOORRRRRRRRRRRRAAAAAAAAAAAYYYY!
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You know what I love? What I absolutley live for musically? Those songs small in number that are so perfectly vulgar, that often produce a blush, but you love singing along with them anyway cause you feel so naughty! Often I imagine a scenario, a character and situation which would make it even more hilarious!!! A random selection of my favorites include:
1: Ho's(area codes)- Ludacris... I love singing this one and imagine how hilarious it would be to be a big ol dikey woman her sexy mullet wavin' in the wind driving a semi blasting this one on the radio,singing along,she looks over at some black guys in a car next to her winks and smiles at them in doing so revealing her gold tooth !
2. Sit on My Face- Monty Python...This one is easy to make into an amusing situation, cause there aren't many situations in which singing this song would not produce the shock effect!
3.Because I Got High- Afroman... Played when someone is disqualified for drugs during sporting events.
4. Big Balls- AC/DC... I just like dancing around singing along and pretending i've got big balls.
5. Pimp Juice-Nelly... This song makes anyone feel like a pimp, may even be the latest theme for my inner pimp!
6. Brick House-Commodores: This song makes me feel sexy when everything jiggles in all the right places!
7. Sex Bomb-Tom Jones...C'mon its a hilarious scenario in itself ol boys like 60 and singing bout being a sex bomb?
8. Cocaine- Eric Clapton...I happen to have a real thing for this song makes me feel like a hardned cocaine user... a definate grr! song!
9. Seudeo(?)-Phil Collins... When this song is played in American Psycho that is the most hilarious scenario ever created for it!
10. Troglodyte- Jimmy Castor Bunch... Rolling on the floor hilarious especially when played in front of serious people!
OK so I am a dork I admit it but ooh I love songs that make me laugh!!! I live to laugh!!!
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You are Hip-Hop!
Two liters of attitude in a one liter bottle. You are hip-hop music, a genre commonly associated with black people. Your main themes are sex, alcohol, violence, and a lot of profanity. You are very confident of yourself, especially when around your crew, and you take on an intimidating persona to boost your self-confidence. Though your general manner can sometimes scream "fuck off" you can be a sweet person underneath it. So long as your crew doesn't know that.
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Take the what music genre are you quiz by  PsychosisX!
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Food that is... I ate at a Lebanese restaurant last night. I swear i have never eaten any food more delicious in my whole life!!!! I cleaned my plate and I never do that ever!
it was orgasmically delicious, in fact George was with me and made fun of me cause i kept saying things like "oh George! Its soooo goood..." Hey what can I say I love food!
I am still full!
This weekend is tax free weekend so maybe i'll go shopping... any excuse to shop! i think i am going to Daniels freinds house with him tonight, i talked to him for a second on the phone a couple of days ago and the weirdo asked me what i was wearing...i see where my boyfriend gets his lack of charm!!! anyway I work at 4 today only 5 hours! I called in Sunday so I suppose I gotta go in today, I just feel so lazy lately...bah...
So hot out gonna melt en route...its a cool 91 degrees right now... yay who needs a ride id love to walk!lol
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Saturday, July 27th, 2002
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| Time: | 10:31 pm. |
| Mood: | dreamy. | | Music: | Michelle Branch - Everywhere. |
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Feeling a bit nostalgic right now in regards to my ex. I got a free cd from work Totally Hits 2002, alot of the songs on there are "our" songs. I don't miss being with him exactly its more being that close to anyone. The onlt time I've ever felt like i was in my own world with someone else...at least i got to have that feeling once...my heart escapes me every now and then, wishing for passion, hoping for excitement, and beating for love...
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Thursday, July 25th, 2002
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It is nearly !00 degrees out there i refuse to walk. refuse, id proll collapse on the side walk, no one noticing of course and i would be highyl irritated to b a bloated heat stroked corpse...lol Did you know that What Thins Have a Great Taste... and a IBg Crunch!!! I eat them all the time yummy yummy...i dont want to work 12-9 pooey pooey
I am closing with Elitta tho and she is so much fun so its ok!!! She is growing an ittle baby in her tum soooo cute! Wow my place is a mess I gotta clean it tommorow i finally have a friday off!!!lol I am gonna try and call my bf cause its one of his days off 2day and perhaps with a lot of whining i can get him to take me to work, but I doubt it hes never very generous in that...never even offered just laughs when i mention the extreme heat...oh yeah that improves your chances boy!lol
I am so mean but you know what thats what I do!!!
see y'all later when i drag in my lazy bum...oh an airbear im a try to scan those things for you at work so i dont gottatype em all
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if not i'll email em tonite i promise!
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Wednesday, July 24th, 2002
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Had such a long day, so tired...feet hurt...head ringing...I like this song so nice n bouncy ... I got my grandmothers ring she gave me with a perfect diamond and garnets resized. i am so bling blingin!!! it is so pimp i love it!!!
Anytone wanna 'ssage me ickle feet? I've discovered that my sister Michelle and Australian actress Frances O' Connor look soo much alike, i have never seen anyone look so much like any one i know b4... she doesnt see the resemblance i would post the pics for you to vote but alas i am too retarted to know how to do that... anyway...good nite i now shall suffer thru the song Lets Get It On By Louis Prada and wish I was doin just that, I am soooo horny lately!!! must be what I get for having such a dull bf...nite!
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Ok I haven't had the internet for awhile, so that's part of why I haven't posted, the other being of course I had a hard time getting over my ex. Things are much better now. Being depressed just isn't my style... I am now a CSA at my job which I like alot better than the one I had before, basically I am the one you come in and yell at, and I tell you ever so sweetly to shove it!lol Ok in all honesty I just give you a blank stare through the duration of your rantings til you shut up or go away...lol Perfect job for me no more manual labor Yay!!! I've been dating this guy Daniel for about a month shock of all shocks this one is an American, takes me shopping for lots of lovelies, he goes to Notre Dame, is 20 his parents are millionaires...hehe
I hang out with this Greek guy named George I tell him everything he's the best friend I have at this point... One thing I find so funny is I love my hip hop soooooo much and not a soul i hang out with likes it but me! it puts me in the best of moods, you should see the looks i get for listening to it! its like my bad side when i rap it lol!!!
Well I don't have a whole lot more to add, I'll try to post more tho...
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| Subject: | Sad |
| Time: | 9:47 pm. |
| Mood: |  sad. | | Music: | Neil Diamond - Holly Holy. |
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Being me makes me happy, so why isn't that good enough for everyone else?
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Friday, February 22nd, 2002
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Sometimes you come home and you think "Ooh how lovely, I am so glad I live alone cause I really need to be alone..." but there are other times when you think to yourself " Wouldn't it be so nice to come home and find someone there? Waiting for me?" I'm not asking for a whole family, as that's just asking for trouble at this point, but just one person, who smiles as you arive home, and greets you with a kiss... someone who is happy just because you are there, someone who loves you...
Right now there is someone in my life whom I love with all my heart, but who is engulfed in a very deep depression. What makes it worse for me is I can't do anything to help it. It feels like the more time I spend around them, the less they are there. The more I get worried about them the more I call them, and the more they want to be alone. I wish I knew of something that could cheer them up, maybe make them smile for awhile, but I am beggining to feel like I should really just leave them alone. Maybe it really is best for them to sort it out themselves, cause I am obviously such a failure at helping them!
And as selfish as this is, they are also my best, and really only true friend, so, as we talk everyday, it hurts me to have them pull away, and I hate watching my friend slowly leave me. I am just at a loss I don't know what to do.
I've been reading those Harry Potter books lately, yesterday I read book 3. Yes all in one day, I was so proud of myself! You see I used to have quite a talent for being a fast reader, but had felt like I'd lost it over the years,so good to know its back!
Oh guess what?! I am now back down to a size 4 in pants and hope that with working out I can get down to a 2!!! I feel so much better I might even wear shorts this year!
Oh and I've been going without makeup for weeks, which believe you me was a difficult task and now I am looking loads better!!!yay!
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Sunday, December 16th, 2001
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Monday, December 3rd, 2001
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I've cried so much. Yelled so much. It feels so good to know that after all that I will be ok. Finally.
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